except she died last may... and dad has moved a stanger into his home who sits in my mums chair sleeps in her bed, uses her carefully chosen mugs, and pots and pans... and just isnt my mum.
Dad has stopped seeing all his old friends (especialluy thoose who were mums friends and who are woman as xxxx is jellous of them she has told him this)
i havent seen dad without xxxx in months, and am not sure i every will again dsis barley talks to him and i feal like i dont have a 'family' anymore. this time last year we had a great family meal with lots of laughter and fun this year no one is talking to each other and dad is totally besotted with xxxxx at the expense of everything else.
Its all so sad :(