I am just back from my families for Christmas dinner. My dad has COPD which was found when he went for a bypass. He has dramatically decreased in health from the moment he was operated on.
He was so so bad today. He insisted on us being there and I cried all the way home because I know its the last Christmas we will see him.
No one is handling it, its swinging from feeling like there is no hope to thinking he is on the road to recovery. How do I deal with this? How do I cope?