I suppose if you're going to have a miscarriage at 12 weeks it's crap whever you are. But I ask you, on the other side of the world while sharing a house with your parents in law.......don't know what else to say really. I feel absolutely dreadful and I miss all my friends and family so much it hurts. I feel like I have to keep concentrating hard on how lovely DH and DD are or my heart will break.