Feeling such rage - what to do?

[amanda1]

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Amanda1, I lost a baby at about that time as well. The pain doesn't stop really. Ever. But it certainly gets easier as time goes by. There is a really good website called www dot babyloss dot co dot uk which was how I found MN. I know there is a long waiting list for counselling, so apart from the website I mentioned, use Mumsnet. I do.

Amanda1,

How are you?

Hugs.xxxxx

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Good train of thought Amanda, believe me it will get him when he least expects it!! (example arsehole ex of mine, who I had a similar problem with, had the 'love of his life' leave him and take their dd with her, me lol )

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amanda1 you are trying to deal with your grief over losing your baby and instead of support, you are getting mental abuse from ex-dp. dont try and understand how he can possibly behave the way he does, he is a heartless animal and so is his partner.its completely normal to feel rage towards him, you are heartbroken and you want him to hurt too. concentrate on your grieving process and remember that as far as ex dp is concerned, what goes around, comes around.
my little girl was due on 11th feb and i am dreading it, so i completely understand how you feel.

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hugs xxx

{{{Big Hugs}}} for both of you Amanda and SC

thank you amanda.
dont worry about your ex-dp, he will get his comeuppence.