As many of you know DS1 is somewhat awkward with his behaviour. Well in turn for an easy life i have been known to give into him far too much...Well it would appear to be for an easy life when in fact it is for a life many of you would class as simply normal.
There have been a string of events lately that have left me reduced to tears and seriously at a loss.
However I now have bigger issues as my depression has hit like a sledge hammer,DS2 has started copying, He desperatly needs to have a bedtime routine without DS1 disturbing him and this will sound selfish I need some time to relax!
I am waiting for an appt with CAHMS but there is a waiting list.
my flat is suffering seriously as I am sinking further down but I am getting there with the flat...have decorated 2 rooms cleared alot of washing sorted DS1's room out,made a part of my room into DS2's room (hard to describe but there is an arch way in my room and have made the part through the arch DS2's room iyswim?) so I am making some headway.
I have noticed that when i am down i have a habit of accumaliting crap well clothes i keep because they remind me of this or that.
I am not asking for help there just some help in getting a routine going here because i feel i am sinking further down and am going mad.
DS1 is back to school tomorrow after 2 weeks holiday so i will have abit of a break from him there, yes i know that sounds horrible but i am worn out.
I need to get myself into a routine and need ideas/encouragment.
feel free to flame me for saying i need a break from him, but some of the things he has been doing have left me reeling.
DS1 is 11 and DS2 is 2.
DS1 has ODD.