We brought our almost three year old DS on an outing this morning to a fort which had a small museum inside. My DS was all over the place, he wouldn't stay next to us, kept running around and trying to touch the exhibits, then when it was time to leave he kicked off and sat in the grass outside crying and shouting at me to go away. People were watching and I felt like the biggest failure of a parent. My relationship with my husband is falling apart and I fantasize about buying a plane ticket to Italy or somewhere far away and beginning a new life for myself 😩😩😩