Hi all
Cutting the long story short, me and my dp had a tragedy last year, our dd passed away at 9 weeks old, it was a huge shock, but we are trying to deal with it all as best as possible.
Well I feel I am ready/want to try for another baby, but my dp is abit dubious, I totally understand why, but its not really helping me, if my dd had survived bless her heart then I wanted one close together, and I am at thhis stage where I dont think I will ever be 100% happy in my life until I have my family....
I also feel I cant express to my dp how I feel all the time as i may push him away, we are both sooo in love but obviously its been a huge pressure on our relationship...
Both our parents are getting on and i feel like they are desperate for more grandkids...so its another weight, but mainly i want this so much ..
Why are men soo different when it comes to this, its not as if we are in our teens or mid/early twenties.... )not knocking this age but we are getting on)..
urgggg so hard... anyone have advice??
xxx