Just had our babysitter cancel on us for tonight and really needed a night out with DH. Have been looking forward to it all week and have been on a diet and saved up my points for tonight to have a nice meal and glass of wine.
we’ve been having a tough time lately (life, redundancy, bad health in the family) and so it feels a bit like it was going to cheer us up but it isn’t now,
the source of the problem is once again someone else in the family who has form for causing problems by just being an irresponsible baby and not an adult, and because of this we now can’t go on a much needed way to relax unwind and be together
last weekend we had an opportunity for a babysitter but husband decided to stay in with his sister so I went out with my big bro. he had a minor cold and I was a bit miffed he couldn’t just come out but he said he didn’t want to get worse, as he has a busy job and we have small children
im feeling bitter that I haven’t had time with my husband properly for ages, I literally feel like crying and I know it’s a bit silly. Rant over