I am at the end of my tether. I earn 40k a year, and have a disabled child. I earn too much for council housing. Not enough to comfortably afford rent, and definitely not enough to buy outright. I have been looking for shared ownership properties and an amazing site came up. I enquired and they said there were so many properties that with the deposit I have and as I have done all my affordability and DIP etc I am in a very good position. A few months prior decided to move in with my parents to save a bit of money before applying. Email today 'sorry, no shared ownership anymore, they are all going to be council houses now, very sorry'. Over 100 houses converted to social housing just like that. Brilliant (genuinely) as we need more social housing, but I am so fucked off with myself for taking a chance. I have been crying all day and now all that is available are very small homes which are not big enough for me and my child. Other sites, they have gorgeous market share homes, gorgeous affordable rent homes, and again, shared ownership are bottom of the barrel tiny homes. I now have no plan again and for the first time in a long time started having negative and scary thoughts. It was just overwhelm. I am so tired.