I'm feeling so fed up and depressed. Im 38 weeks pregnant and since about 12 weeks I have had a ferritin level of about 7. My hb is fine -- 117.
I lost 1.7l of blood in my last delivery (20 months ago), followed by a really bloody miscarriage at 12 weeks. I have been breastfeeding and then pregnant again. So I absolutely know why the iron stores are so low.
Throughout this pregnancy I've had a raft of symptoms -- pica (wanting to eat ice all the time), restless legs, extraordinary fatigue, heavy limbs, night panic attacks where I wake up in a complete panic and develop really bad claustrophobia and have to go and stand outside. Every time I have looked up a symptom, it has been linked to low iron. Even NHS documents say that low ferritin levels (even without anemia) can cause precisely these symptoms.
It's taken me about 6 months to get an appointment with a registrar who could prescribe an infusion and today they rejected it. I've been on iron tablets (which made no difference after 4 months) and liquid iron (which has had a marginal impact but has given me loads of side effects including hemorrhoids).
Today the registrar obstetrician said that I was just struggling being pregnant. My symptoms are just pregnancy, and pregnancy isn't an illness he is going to treat. I don't think that a near inability to function is a normal symptom of pregnancy. Ive been pregnant before and was totally capable of walking up a flight of stairs at 15 weeks, for example.
I've been unproductive at work and taken sick days, I have been unavailable to my kids, the thought of vacuuming the house made me cry. If I walk for more than 20 mins I have to go for a nap so I cant exercise at all and am putting of weight. Im really losing the will to live -- what if I lose blood again during delivery and this just never gets fixed? My life is just not worth living, I cant do anything. I don't understand the absolute refusal to treat my symptoms (or explore what is causing them if they are so sure it's not low ferritin).