I want more hours to help me come off benefits.
My child is now 16 and is going to college, and I have worked all my life, working both full-time and part-time hours. I have been receiving UC for 7.5 years and I feel it's time to try and get off them.
I currently work 25 hours a week in a job I have had for years, so i'm stable in a job I enjoy, but they haven't got anymore hours to give me.
My shift patterns make it a bit difficult to find a suitable second job to help top up my hours. I was offered a second job recently, but because I work 1 in 4 Saturdays, they couldn't work around it, so I couldnt take it.
I don't want to leave my main job I have, because I feel safe, stable and comfortable there. It's local and I know the job well, but I just feel so trapped in a part-time role and it's making me feel quite sad and depressed. I worry i'm going to have to find a full-time job else where in the next few years, so I've been stressing trying to find a second job.
My biggest struggle is that it took me years to gain my confidence back after bad relationships, bullying, and just being a single parent raising my kid but I am now finally confident enough in my abilities at my job and I finally believe in myself, but I worry If I leave my current job for another one I will regret leaving and then thank, what if i dont enjoy it or I can't do it and I lose everything??
I want to come off UC now, so i can move forward with my life and save more money. I feel ready for it now. I know i won't earn much as i 'm minimum wage, but I just want to feel like I'm self sufficient again.
Is anyone else in a similar situation? And how do you cope with the anxiety of it all?