I have severe nerve pain in my legs and, despite strong pain medication I often struggle to stay awake during the day and equally struggle to sleep at night.
The nerve pain increases from the morning through the day, peaking in the evening and overnight.
I can get to sleep following last evening meds but wake up in the night and often can't get back to sleep
I exercise three times a week on an adapted exercise machine at home. Take magnesium last thing, stick to reading on my kindle when I can't sleep. So I am trying my best to have good sleep habits, but the pain and the tiredness is overwhelming,
I am working full time from home and I have fallen asleep during the day and after work. My husband wakes me up to work, and so I can eat my tea.
I need to find a solution.
I have spoken to a doctor about getting a private prescription for Cannabis with the hope that I could sleep at night and therefore be more alert during the day.
I have to decide whether to get my summary care record from my GP, to send to the doctor to progress the prescription or not.
However the introduction package of dry herb and oil is £170 and they suggest buying a Volcano Vaporiser, which would be £350. This is a lot of money!
I have no idea if this will help or make me worse, being addicted to another drug (already addicted to Opioids that my consultant prescribed), the expense, the legality of it if under the influence whilst working!
Though if I decide to try this, I am thinking evening before sleep or once a month at the weekend to give myself a break from the constant pain. But afternoons at work are so hard trying to ignore my discomfort, forcing a smile and a good attitude whilst working.
Would I be reasonable to try this privates prescription for pain relief or is it a ridiculous idea for a middle aged lady in a wheelchair?
Ps. I already spoke to my GP who suggested a private prescription and aim to speak to my consultant in my next appointment.