I am so so so tired, overwhelmed, over touched and over everything else. Both boys got sick couple of days ago. Nasty flu, 40 degrees for couple of days, not slept more than an hour in one ago at night, snotty nose which is killing 10months old baby..both are crying, whining, not wsnting to eat but are hungry…could not go to visit family, didnt even take a shower today yet, couldnt sit at the table and have something proper to eat, dh and I are so tired and snappy with each other.