Im drunk and I dont care

[SylviaPsyoplath]

Im loving life right now
Partner is the best ever man
Friends are more than you could hope for
Job is ticking satisfaction and money needs.
Had a great night out.

Fear it will all go to shit, cos how unlikely is this to last.

It will last until the hangover kicks in probably.

That's nice dear

I get it. Sometimes life feels too good to be true and if you're not used to things going well that anxiety of thinking it will surely end soon kicks in. I think it depends what kind of life you've had. If you're used to things being fairly shite fairly often, then that's your comfort zone, your "normal". As much as you might moan about it, it's what you're used to and you know how to handle it. Everything suddenly coming together and life just somehow being great feels very weird and abnormal by comparison. Anything out of your comfort zone can trigger feelings of anxiety. It doesn't mean your current life situation is a bad place to be in, just that you're not used to it.

Sounds like the lyrics to Benson Boone’s Beautiful Things.