AIBU to stop pursuing help

[ReverseDuracell]

I’ve had long covid for several years now. It has destroyed my life. At what point do I stop hoping that the research will reach the healthcare profession and treatment will become available for people like me?

Having hope is sometimes a crushing burden, sometimes a nice daydream of a better life, and sometimes a prompt to make a plan. Which has it been for you? I think I can interpret your feelings from your post...could you try another approach?