Returned from a brilliant holiday where I felt free and empowered and now have crashed back to reality. Not particularly happy in life but dont know where to start with improving it. It feels like all the things that cause me stress and sadness can't be changed. I know holiday life isnt real life. Just feel low and lonely tonight. Already have another holiday hooked in 3 or 4 months. I know I'm very lucky to even go on holiday with the cost of living crisis and how people are struggling so much.