Is anyone awake and not able to sleep?
I was on annual leave last week for half term when I found out a very close friend of mine had died. I've been an emotional wreck. I came back to work today after leave and cried all day. I can't sleep at all. I seem to be flitting between feelings of emptiness and disassociation and then complete meltdown and tears.
Her family have asked me to write her funeral eulogy which I want to do but I'm terrified.
Work have asked me if I want to take time off and I said no today but I'm still awake at nearly 1am with 8.30am meetings tomorrow. My brain just won't shut down.
Not sure what this post is really after - advice or just to talk.
God, I loved her so much.