I have been in a very unhappy marriage for a long time now.
Have decided I will be speaking with a solicitor and when its all over buying a apartment with the settlement.
I do think im gay and prefer feminine charms i had a controlling father who has mellowed now and i married a controlling older man.
I havent had sex with my husband for 7 years.
I know when i end it with him i will never get with another male.
I think i have been in denial all my life.