I can’t tell if this is normal or not?!
ive been quite bad with money in the past. Not crazy but ended up a few grand on a credit card, no savings etc. To get me out of poor habits I essentially went completely the other way, and now struggle to spend money on anything ‘big’.
Ive recently landed a new job so money is no longer a problem (altho pension needs some work) and have small children who I want to show the world / give experiences if I can but then it comes to actually booking and I panic and don’t go through with it?
prime example is I want to do a long weekend at centre parcs near Christmas. Can I afford it? Absolutely but I just cannot bring myself to book it…
Should I relax a little or actually is my mindset fine?