I'm going slightly mad as I could have sworn the song I'm looking for is called "As If" sung by a young guy whose name I currently also can't remember. I used to listen to it on Apple Music but now cannot find it at all - it's as if it has disappeared from anywhere. When I type in "As If" a completely different song comes up.
It's a song that was used for ballroom dancing on either Strictly or the US equivalent. Unfortunately I am completely not musical, but it could have been a Cha Cha type of tune or even a Tango (shows how much I know about music 🙈).
But the gist of the lyrics was that his girlfriend cheated on him and even though she looks so good tonight that he could almost forget how she ruined his life but he will not let her back into his life. And the refrain I could have sworn was something with "as if". Sorry for the rubbish description but does anyone recognise this song at all?