Feeling rubbish at my job

[pandapanda67]

Anyone else know they're doing a bad job at work? I'm just fundamentally not as good as I should be. Its demoralizing and i can feel myself not trying, which makes it even worse. Just really eats away at you. Used to people talking about how useless their colleagues are. Anyone else aware that they are the useless colleague?

Me, I'm not completely shit at it but I'm not above and beyond like my peers. Partly because I see it as just a job/paycheque, it's certainly not my 'passion'.
My brain also doesn't seem to be able retain information these days either

If it eats away at you, why don't you ask for support and at least try to be better.

@Haileycee yes, really need to get out of this funk.