Spent weekend with my family - has been interesting g relationship over years. have always felt bit of a black sheep. Had therapy to help with boundaries but tried hard this weekend to engage and chat to parents. When leaving hears my mum say to brother how much she loves him. I the hug her and get nice to see you and bye. Question is why I do still care what they think? Struggling to get the past it but don’t know what to do about it