(TW) To want to kidnap my ex? (Justified, grooming gang member)

[FeelingGuilty151]

He’s a grooming gang member. I was 14, he was 19 and he’s fucked me up. I feel so much hatred, resentment and anger towards him. Just wish I could get him kidnapped and make him suffer the way he made me suffer

He’s got away with a lot and I actually cannot stand him

i want to rant

grrrrrrr

AIBU

But if I did that I’d get a longer and harsher sentence than any that he’d ever have but he has faced no penalty for his crime 😡

I just want to say I'm so sorry and angry about what you and so many other girls and young women went through. And the ongoing lack of justice. It's shaming for this country. I can't read what's in the attachment on my phone, so can't comment. There are no easy answers for now, I hope justice or karma catch up. And I also hope you can focus on yourself and the future you deserve and manage not to give any more of your life and energies to that scumbag. I am sure that's not easy, but you are important and valuable and you deserve better.

victimsupport.org.uk

08 08 16 89 111

An excellent national charity set up for this very problem. Please do consider getting help @FeelingGuilty151 as even your username alludes to the kind of inner and outer destructiveness these wretched people cause

This is not the forum for your pain. Please speak to someone. Hope you can find your peace

Definitely try reddit for this kind of thing. Just had a quick look and found these subs which you may find support in:
r/abusiverelationships
r/adultsurvivors
r/venting

It's completely normal in your position to be full of rage towards the person who abused you. I hope that writing it down and sharing it helped you a bit.