.. and for some reason I still love my ex!
Only together 3.5 years. We were engaged but it wasn't a 'happy' relationship, he always wanted more...and it was quite volatile.
Anyway, he's moved on (which is fine, not a problem), I don't want him back, I don't feel upset anymore that we're not together, but I still love him. I'm driving myself crazy. I don't want to feel this way... We don't have any contact ((he did the grown up thing and blocked me ... ))
Anyway .. I don't at this point ever feel like I'll be able to move on. Which is just shit, cause I deserve happiness just as much as he does.