I’ve made all tight right decisions for years. Worked hard, done the right thing, put everyone else first,dealt with everything with a great attitude. I’ve given it 100%. Still dealing with sickness, money worries, career worries and loads of stress. Shopping gives me no joy, I just see years of working my ass off and making everyone else happy and not meeting my own needs. AIBU to dream of running off to somewhere warm with a hot stranger?