To tell you all I've had a lovely evening?

[RozHuntleysLeftHand]

Some might recognise my user name.

I have been having an incredibly shit time recently.
This week has been the absolute worst, really really bad.
Even sleep doesn't help because I've been having terrible nightmares.

Can't be arsed to go into it.

But this evening, had a lovely dinner, made delicious brownies with DS, and ate them with hot chocolate and ice cream while watching GBBO.

It was fucking amazing after XP being an angry shit all week and leaving me skint as shit.

Plus I've realised that him not being here has actually been much less stressful. Like I'm not worrying about what he's going to stress about/stomping around in the morning/moaning about dinners etc.

Me and DS cuddled up under a blanket, eating yummy things and chatting.

It was fucking BLISS!
It's given me a taste of what life will be like without the lying miserable fucker!

So FUCK YOU XP WE ARE BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU!

Sorry, had to tell someone!

First of many gorgeous evenings @RozHuntleysLeftHand. Cheers to you lovely

I’ve had a shit afternoon and reading about your lovely evening has cheered me right up
It sounds like it’s onwards and upwards for you and your boy, now you’ve got rid of your ex, good work op. Here’s so many more such lovely evenings for you both

Thank you!

I've been so so miserable recently, and I've still got a long way to go and much stress ahead, but, just for this evening, I'm going to basket in the warm feeling that just maybe it won't all be awful.

*bask not basket!

Fab!!

@RozHuntleysLeftHand - go you!!! Revel in it. I am (hopefully) coming to the end if a terrible alcohol problem which almost wrecked my life and my family and just sitting on the couch with a hot chocolate and catching up with east Enders brings me real joy. I’m so happy for you ❤️💐

Sorry you've had a shit evening.
Thank you so much for your lovely words.

That sound like a perfect evening and good on you for celebrating the small triumphs that bring such happiness.

It sounds like your little family will be full of love, laughter and happiness now you’ve ditched the black cloud!

Sounds lovely! Wishing you many more wonderful evenings

That's so good to hear!

Here's to many more of these wonderful evenings!

That sounds so lovely!

Thank you all.

I had to tell someone, felt a bit like boasting but honestly I needed it so badly!

Glad you had such a lovely evening OP, you deserve it

Well done - congratulations to you and your DS. You deserve many more lovely evenings.

bless you, onwards and upwards make the memories love from a person who has been where you are xx

Brilliant, so lovely to hear.