To convince myself it’s not if but when I am going to win the lottery?

[pinkksugarmouse]

I know I am not the only one. The euro million jackpot is now 35 million. I only play one ticket each Tuesday and Friday.

I have a chronic condition and I so want to be able to access all the treatments I need but can’t get from the NHS. I design my house with hydrotherapy pool and all wheelchair accessible just in case it comes to that.

There are some incredible charities that I would love to help too.

I wouldn’t be going on long distance holidays (it would trash my body). I have no interest in flash cars, expensive jewellery, designer clothes...heck the only clothing I would splash out on are made to measure shoes and bra’s.

Does anyone else kid themselves it’s themselves it’s when not if? What would you do with 35 million?

Yes! I'm a dreamer and I am not ashamed.

With 35m? I would leave my husband and buy a lovely house for me and the kids with loads of room for the dog. I would buy a new car (nothing flash, just reliable so I didn't have to worry everytime I went anywhere)

I would travel and I would bring the kids along too. I would make sure that my siblings and parents were all set with a house and create a trust fund for each of the children in our family so that the people I love could live without stress.

I would give funding to local projects and open a community youth project to give local teens somewhere to go after school and during the holidays to escape their home situation or just because they might be bored.