To hate my life now even though it’s better

[Keepgoing1984]

I am so pissed off. Cut long story short left abusive ex after 17 years with NOTHING. protected kids left them with him until council got me a house 4 months later. They moved in he hated I had them turned them against me took them from through abusive school agreed social work did nothing police did not procurator fiscal dropped case against him

Here I am 3 years later with nothing. Everyone says it’s better to leave but it is for me but without kids it’s so crap. Just needed to get it out. I can’t say it to anyone cos nobody can make it better and it makes my partner mum literally everyone feel shit

Forgot to add womans aid tell me this is what happens a lot of time when you can’t be controlled they will take the control from you. He took my kids honestly I will never get 3 years back. They will be adults before they can see who he is or stand up to him it’s absolute shit.