I think my husband is cheating on me -he's either been with a prostitute or I am just going insane.
I will try to not drip feed but last years we almost split up because I found out he spent some of our mortgage money to pay for live sex cams. I suffered but we remained together. We have a 3 years old child. He is a very "sexual" person, loves pornography, cannot see a pretty woman on Facebook that he'll spend a good time looking at her photos. I do not know if it matters but I am quite young and also not bad looking. I have never had proof of "real" cheating.
He recently bought some viagra (he's 40) and said he would like to experiment with me. I declined as I believe he does not need.
This morning our child reached the drawer where the pills were so I moved it to a tall cupboard in the kitchen. But I opened the box - I don't even know why I did it - but the package was already opened with one pill missing.
Last Wednesday he messaged me saying he would not complete his work as he got a problem with his car but he would be back home in the usual time. We work in the same place a few days a week.
Now I cannot stop thinking he saw someone on Wednesday and took that pill. Everything sounds like a piece of evidence as I remember now he was talking with such level of details about the car problem and wondering how it did happen.
Do you think I have got a point or am I paranoid? I will not confront him because this time I want to investigate further and keep proof of whatever I may find.
I am planning to check his card transactions when he leaves his phone around - I can access through the bank app and find out what he did that Wednesday.
Any bits of advice please?
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