Will be brief. Have large and very uncomfortable something going on in one of my breasts. Awaiting appointment and getting more stressed by the day. Parents elderly and losing capacity and at other end of country. One about to be placed in nursing home. I provide the childcare for DD so have to be here.. Just knackered and all over the place and feeling that whatever I do I let someone down. Tell me to count my blessings. I know people have it worse but want to put head in hands and weep. Thanks for reading.