NC for this as I'm a little embarrassed
Disclaimer- I would consider myself a music lover. All kinds, huuuuge range but if we're going to pigeon hole, think rock, indie. Used to go to lots of live gigs not so long ago. Used to consider myself slightly cool.
Anyway. I have a thing for certain boy bands. I cannot explain this- I would never buy the albums or see them live (or would I 
) but every now and then when something quite manufactured comes up on tv I bloody love it.
To the point of sitting here tonight watching a you tube clip of a specific one direction song on the X factor live a few years ago, which then reminded me of a live performance on last years show by Simon's new US boyband. So obviously I watched that twice.
It's just so compulsive. I'm taken in, in the way they want teenage girls to be. The production, choreography. Dear god help me.
A few years ago it would've been a bit of a joke, but I'm 34, I'm a mother. I'm an embarrassing pervy mum.
Please be gentle. I hate myself for this (not just liking them but loving them to the point of watching YouTube clips in secret. It's like my 11 year old self watching take that videos over and over again).
AIBU to be like this? Im so ashamed 