AIBU to fucking hate my body

[Singlebutmarried]

It’s really let me down

I have to go every few weeks for infusion of two types of meds (which keep me alive thank you medical people)

But I’m young, I need to be functioning and this last lot have really knocked me for six.

I’ve had to outsource DD this week as I can barely walk.

So pissed off with my body letting me down. I know it’s not going to change and it’s a few days every couple of months.

So I’m just having a grumble really and have not a pity party by myself in my bed.

It’s okay to feel like you do and perfectly reasonable to throw yourself a pity party.

People often don’t think about the effects poor physical health has on your mental health - it’s major.

Sorry to hear everything you’re going through - sending love