To be upset with no child without trying? *trigger*

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Fully prepared to be told IABU for this, but lately I feel so sad at not having a child or being pregnant. Recently, a fair few friends have gotten pregnant or had children and I'm just so immensely jealous. I'm only 21 and have been with DP for 2 years. We've had a rocky few months and appear to be starting afresh but it's very slow and I know DC are a long way off.

We aren't trying as I'm on contraception, but since the birth of my DN this year I'm just so jealous. AIBU to be upset and jealous when I'm not even trying?

The longing is so hard to deal I understand. Enjoy the time with DN and look into arranging your life so when you are ready you can start TTC without too much delay. I have had to worry about stopping smoking, loosing weight, getting some savings together, etc. Wish I had thought to do this years ago.