I did it 
I met my flatmates this morning at 11, went on the subway (Glasgow) , went to the Botanical Gardens and had a fantastic time. What a place! Met some very tame squirrels and then had a gorgeous lunch, bwfore wondering around Byres Road shops a bit.
I'm so so pleased with myself for finding the courage. My knees were clapping on the subway and I had a few wobbles but I had a great day :D !
I just wanted to say so, because I've been very low/anxious - just wanted to say I got on well and had fun :) 