Prior to having dd I was very motivated and quite a perfectionist at work. I got a very good degree then trained in a company doing lots of hard exams which took up all my spare time.
But now I've got dd I'm so demotivated. Even if I could find a very part time job, there would still be lots of reading in the evenings which I'm not sure I want to do :-(
My priorities have really changed.
Am I lazy? Would it be bad to take a lower position for now and later on go back to it? Am I throwing all my hard work down the drain?