Please Do Not Be Judgmental - I Just Need Opinions

[ExpatinBah]

I really think I have lost my mind by my current circumstances. Life in general. Husband, my parents, my children - at wits end by thinking I am doing the right thing - not for me obviously me.

Would you consider speaking to your GP about how you are feeling?

HI xxx
Can you explain a little more? flowers] X

Sorry I meant

I suffer from Bipolar. One of the major concerns is that 'I am not listened to how I feel with regard to situations - I am just another lunatic it seems'. Either shouted out even if I ask a general questions when I skype my parents in UK or when my husband comes home - he is a control freek but live in another country and live by his rules - with regard to dress etc - I had resorted to drinking to remove the pain

My children (DDs aged 18 and 16) and have known for sometime I am a loose cannon but why do my family not understand how I am feeling.

for u op, how are feeling today? Are u on meds? Do u hv any r/l friends u cld talk to?