Was driving home after nursery pickups, 30mph, (fast flowing road/no pavements for parking/pulling over) I went round a bend, saw a cat seeming to hesitate by road, I slowed, it backed off the road away, I then started driving albeit more hesitantly again, it darted out suddenly as I drove over and I heard possibly the worst sound of my life- the crunch under wheels. I stopped in middle of road, all cars behind stopping too, deep breath as i got out preparing for the worst- nice driver behind said he's seen it run off and not to worry, I told him about the crunch, he said must have been the tail. I looked around, nothing, we then drove on...I pulled over where I could and sprinted back roadside looking for any clues or the poor poor cat...in a puddle I found a ball of fluff that looked like it could have been end of tail with some sticky thing could be cartilage hanging off it??
It was dark and wet so could literally have been fluff off someones coat with some stuff attached or- the cats tail. Does anyone have any ideas? I feel completely and utterly shit, so full of guilt and so worried about the cat. Is there anything else I can do?