Not truly an AIBU. Posting for traffic.
Not to drip feed. DD3 is 2.5 months. Had PND with previous 2 DC. Undiagnosed with DD1. ADs with DD2 a year or so after born. Stopped when found out pregnant with DD3. Feeling very low, empty, angry or nothing. Wish to ask for ADs but feel uncertain as BF. Any advice?