I am at university, in my third year and recently had two assignments and an examination all due to the same day. I worked equally hard on all three and over the three years my grades have been between 68-83. For my exam I got 88, one assignment 70 and the last one 56. Although I am obviously happy that I passed and over the moon with the 88, I am still disappointed with the 56 and I am struggling to let this go. I am also struggling because the lecturer I had for this module appeared not like me and seemed to have her favourites in the group and despite the university saying that marking is anonymous, as we have to use our student number, it isn't really.
In addition I picked the question I was doing back in September and bought a number of books on the topic and this topic was detailed in the module handbook as being covered in lectures, only it wasn't! By the time we were told we would not be having a session on the topic I was quite some way down the line with my reading and had spent a not inconsiderable amount on books.
So my question is AIBU to feel that something may be amiss here and what on earth, if anything, can I do about it. I know that I can arrange to speak to her for feedback but should I say anything about how I am feeling and why?