To just be fed up and moan

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I had to give up my business last year. My grandma died at the weekend and now my boss has told me I can only work one day a week when she said two before Xmas. Also got a migraine. What is this shit !!!

I'm even bored of listening to myself.

Sorry to hear about your grandma. Were you close? Have some . And vent further, if you need to.

Thank you!!! I'm trying to teach out to my close family loads of brothers and mum and dad and everyone's being weird and short. We're emotional cripples it does my fucking head in. My grandma lived 2 hours away but we were as close as we could be. She was the most gentle natured lady on earth. Thanks for answering you've made me feel better by being a person on the otgerside of the internet who cares enough to ask. You have made a stranger smile x

Hope you're feeling better today. Things can pile up, I know. Keep posting/venting on here...

So sorry for the loss of your grandma She sounds a lovely lady.
The reduction of days to work is very annoying for you. Is there any chance you could 'top it up' with another job?
I'm also sorry your family are being difficult and you're trying to cope with them all.
I reckon January is a horrible month anyway, with Christmas over and the cold dark days ahead, without all your troubles.
Could you perhaps give yourself a little treat? I was fed up last week and decided to get some quite cheap new cushion covers; it brightened up the place and cheered me up a bit too.
Hope things get better for you!

I hope the migraine got better. And sorry about your grandma.

Am trying with other jobs. I have debts to pay too which is feeling like a heavy weight. Now it's me, my little girl and a load of debts I'm wondering what on earth I'm playing at. I'm dealing with somehow! Life is a funny game. I keep going to call my grandma and seeing if she's ok with what's happening. I don't think it's hit me yet.