I was grew up within a Catholic environment, I didn't know any non Catholics till I went to University, however I never felt any connection with a God. I went through the motions - not always silently, I was forced to attend church and faith school by my parents, it was never a choice and when I turned 18 I told them I would no longer attend church. Ever since, I have been trying to get as far away from religion as I possibly can - it makes me feel almost claustrophobic.
However I've heard people mention the need for spirituality and people talk about this whether they are religious or not, I've heard atheists speak of it and I've never really understood what they meant - so help me please, help me understand what it means because I don't think I've been drawn to it? What am I missing?