People seem to like me and do nice things for me - just got some hand embroidered handkerchiefs from a lady I know last week - but I really don't know why. I mean if they knew the real me then I don't think they would be as friendly. I try to be kind and polite to everyone but still get annoyed and irritated and I tend to be sarcastic and flippant.
I just feel like they must only see the surface of me and if they saw this real character that lurks then they would run a mile. People (well women - men don't notice me much unless they are pensioners) just talk to me even if I don't know them. In shops, in queues, on the bus, just anywhere.
I asked a friend (in a round about way) if she ever felt like this but she said that she was just herself.