Rubbish year - deaths, miscarriage, illness etc
Topped off with mega stressed, OCD suffering, high blood pressure sufferer, business owner in a recession husband ignoring the doctor's diagnosis of depression and deciding it is all down to the fact he no longer thinks he wants to be married as he is not happy. But he wants to try and make it work.
For DS I need to be happy mummy and make it a great one. But for the rest of the time Wibu to hide!