I have really ugly birch veneer coffee table that cost £13 new in its day. It is rectangular, and functional and with a shelf under.
But I really yearn for a proper wood rustic coffee table, in oak.
Should I treat myself? I know that some people struggle to buy their children Christmas presents, and that life is shit and all that, and here am I flaunting not only that I am the owner of a coffee table, but it is not good enough and I want a new one. I am feeling really guilty. 
I can order it today, from Cargo, it is £179, and I can pick it up from store in 2 weeks. I am just thinking, ARGH, it can be dhs Christmas present for me.