to be so scared and upset

[Charliefarlie1192]

I was diagnosed with bi polar some years ago now but my little sister, who has borderline personality disorder, has insisted she thinks I am borderline too. (we are very similar in reactions/emotions) So I completed an online test which has scored me as being a sever case of borderline.

It does make sense to me. I am scared about what to do next

Don't panic, and make an appointment with your GP would seem the best thing to do.
Perhaps there is a better section than AIBU for this sensitive post too?

First of all please remember that Dr Google is rarely helpful.

Who are you under the care of at the moment for your bi-polar? I would approach them with your fears first.

Can you print of whatever online test it was to take as a starting point to having a discussion with them?

Also, even if they do say, 'Yes you show traits of BPD' that in no way changes you as a person, you are still the same person.

What is it exactly that is making you scared?

Don't forget too that it'll suit your sister for you to be the same as her...

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