My ex left me three years ago for another woman. Since then I have been raising our 3 children on less than £20,000 a year, working all the hours I can and am on my knees broke.
Yes he pays maintenance and he does see them, but I really don't know how to come to terms with the fact that he is now living the life of Riley and I feel like my 'life' ha been stolen by someone else.
They go on 2 holidays a year, the last one you went on was my lifetime dream holiday. They drive nice cars clearly seem to be utterly loved up and I feel utterly rubbish. I've not met anyone else I don't know how to meet new people as all my friends are married or I relationships.
I know I'm being unreasonable and sorry for myself but it seems just a bit crap really. How do I suck it up and not let it get to me?