So up until last year I lost 3 stone. Last summer I got to a size 14 and was completely delighted. Looked great in clothes, wore a bikini on holiday and was pretty much delighted with how I was looking.
Fast forward to this year, I've gained no weight but in my head I'm where I was 3 stone ago. I look fat and disgusting in ALL my clothes. I feel terrible and am currently trying to lose a stone for my holidays in July.
AIBU to hate the fact that I feel like this again for NO reason. I've been like this for months. I aspire to be a size 12 but I thought I'd be happy at a 14, and previously I've been happy at a 16. (5'9 so am tall)
Grrrrrrr why can't I just accept myself why do I have to feel so terrible ALL the time.