This week is awful!! So awful!
Am needle phobic and had to have 2 needles on tuesday.
Had panic attack on Monday and Tuesday and still not
Coping after the needles so subsequently got signed off work with 'pregnancy anxiety'
So I'm off today. Today is the Xmas party which I have had to miss. I was a bit upset as its usually fabulous and lavish but hey ho, mine and baby's health comes first ... And I can panic in crowded situations
DH has gone after I insisted. He just texted me to tell me this years 'theme' for the party is Bollywood!!!
I frickin LOVE Bollywood! I'm now very very upset and although I know it's pretty UR I am actually so gutted to be missing
Out!!
Instead I'm at home having eaten a very pathetic and i unusually dry Chinese takeaway at my mothers house.
I've prob outed myself with this post but sobs
Me that this years theme