So, today I have stopped smoking. I don't smoke massive amounts - maybe 2 or 3 in the day and then another 4-5 once the dc's are in bed at night. I have stopped before when pg/feeding etc but have always gone back to it. So this time, we have bought some Nicorette sprays that we can use if we're really desperate.
I was ok until about 2 pm today. I found myself getting far too cross with the dc's (they are being a nightmare - school hols etc. - but I know I was over reacting to it) so I decided to try a squirt of the Nicorette. Do you think I could get into the bloody thing ? You have to push a button down a bit, then in a bit, then slide it up. None of which I could do. I was feeling a bit tetchy when I started trying to get into the thing - by the time I'd fucked about with it for 10 mins and was still unable to operate it, I was absolutely incandescent with rage. Seriously, why can't they make it easier !!!???
I am honestly thinking giving up in the school holidays is a really bad idea
. I genuinely don't think I can do it 