I dont want to rant too much, but why say 'i grabbed my child and threw them to the floor' and then say 'why dont they like me?' isnt it obvious?!!
Stop grabbing your fucking child, theyre not a toy, dont ever throw them to the floor, it does not matter how naughty a child is, dont hurt them. you are the grown up, behave like one and solve the problems, dont add to them by harming your kid and definitely do not moan that they hate you! i think i would hate you if you did that to me too!!
rant over!